| Stampede.What else do I have to say?
I have no Stampede spirit.
I want to get away from Stampede stuff.
GAH.
WHY is this so hard? =(
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| Michael JacksonAlthough he was a bit out there, he was an icon in pop culture.
From his first hits with the Jackson 5 "I'll be There" and "Ben" to his own composition "We are the World" to raise awareness of hunger in Africa, he made a difference in the entertainment world for decades.
May he rest in peace.
From "We are the World"
We are the world, we are the children.
We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving.
There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives.
It's true we'll make a better day just you and me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2B89lh358jQ
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| =)I came across the passage that James and I read together before...the passage that he left me with.
"2 Chronicles 14:11
"Then Asa called to the Lord his God and said, "Lord, there is no one like you to help the powerless against the might. Help us, O Lord our God, for we rely on you, and in your name we have come against this vast army. O Lord, you are our God, do not let man prevail against you."
THANKS SUPERJAMES. =)
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| Hangin' out with my big sis!Good day, good day.
We went to DQ, had a blizzard....*cough someone had it for their dinner cough*
It was a short but sweet visit.
How I miss having my big sis around. 
 
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| Crashed.It all came crashing down at me today. Everything that I was running away from, came back.
I stood there, watching people getting all excited to get their free cowboy hats, so happy, so carefree.
Silence. Memories. Tears.
I went inside to visit my mom at work...the same building....all that came into mind was standing there 3 years ago....a few days a week I would wait for you to get off work so we can go to places, hang out....share...laugh...and just be happy.
Same place, 3 years later...yet so different.
I really thought I can handle the whole Stampede thing this year...especially with all my friends coming up from Lethbridge...some haven't even been to the Stampede yet...but I know I can't do it yet. I can't handle it yet...and I'm mad at myself for it.
But one thing I can admit is that....for the last 2 years...I turned away from talking about it because I was scared of facing pain. I am tired of telling myself and others that I'm "fine" when I'm not. I really need and should start to deal with it.
First step? I need to welcome back my journal. it's been almost 2 years since I last wrote an entry....maybe now it's a good time to start again...
oh big sis...where are you? =( I need you.
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